wow....what a horrible week.  i still can't believe that all these accidents in our area.  and most of them are because of alcohol.  golly, i just want to sleep for forever. 

i am headed back to school soon and i really just can't wait.  i am excited to get back to the grindstone and know where i have to be and when and why.  it isn't just hanging out.  really i can't stand not having class or a job.  this really is shitty.  hummm....not much else to say....later...

alright kids....15 days until i am out of a job and headed back to PA!!!!  then i can see a really cool kid that is cute and tall and blonde.  i guess i am ready to go back to school, but i just need to find a job in williamsport. 

alright, night,,,

dude, it is so hot outside it is crazy and i can't wait to go home.  at least there is air conditioning there.  grrr, child of heaven is retarded and i want to kill him. 

zach is so far away and i hate that.  i just want to be near him and he is 200 miles away.  grrrr.....

school starts in 4 weeks and it really couldn't be any sooner than that.  i just can't wait......

so, i am still at the beach.  it is just about 5 weeks until i am going home and it really couldn't be soon enough.  i am finally through more than half of the summer, but i think i would be having a lot more fun if i got to spend my hot summer nights in the arms of the guy that i have been falling for since may.  this town is just amazing, but if you don't have someone with which to enjoy the night life it is just not worth while.

my internship is soon over, but that just means that i soon have to write my paper and turn in all of my papers.  i am a little nervous about it, but tyson assures me that everything will be just fine since i have been doing really well at work. 

i wish i could just forget about zach, but i think about him constantly.  it isn't that i don't like him anymore, it isn't that at all, but the thing is that he just doesn't want to take the time to call me and see how my day was or just to say hello.  i miss him so damn much.  sometimes it just makes me want to cry all day long.  but then i pull myself together and go to work.  i hate being a poor kid...........